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Weekend Randomness...
::Humming:: I think the anime club's going to be doing something related to martial arts and walking at the homecoming thing. Or something like that. I'm gonna skip, personally. .____. On Tuesday we're supposed to meet after school... I'll drop by my former math teacher's room instead, methinks, and draw her something. :3 [Casey is an ass.]
My sister has a friend over. I love it when she has friends over because she forgets she hates me.
Spoke with Mariah for a few hours. She's really quite interesting to talk to when neither of us are bitching about anything.
My dad bought Hitchiker's Guide so I can be happy. :3 [Is happy.]
Still desiring Sumomo Yumeka-sensei's works from JPQueen. I think my math grade miiight have raised to a low C, so I might be able to get them afterall... [Dun worry, Bakaneko-chan, if your mom opens Chou Ni she'll just think Uka's a girl, ne? Neeee?]
I owe Rae a picture from July. .___. So I'd better work on that after I finish the THREE FOOKIN' PROJECTS I need to do.
::Do dee doo::
Read some fun yaoi. Stayed up late doing nothing, as usual. Drew some yaoi. Dreamt about yaoi [which wasn't as fun as it was disturbing, I swear Lockheart and Malfoy is NOT a good couple... but there was some SiriRem so I didn't wake up shrieking or anything... o____. ].
Oohhhh I dreamed a dream as time can tell and though I woke up feeling well I realized it was reality and quickly slipped back into a dream...
Nothing more to say. Not that there was in the first place.
...Must stop being lazy and work on school crap. Fook... Dun wanna.... D:
--BEAN
P.S. Bean Mastah, what did your mama say 'bout teh Tragic Kingdomness? :D

Rants: page 1 of [insert PI here]

Right. Instead of bugging my friend with it, I'll send this into the darkness of the internet netherworld, where it will be viewed .729 times or so.#1: [Beanmaster is very familiar with this one, as is BEIKON D:... gomen ne...] I can't draw. At all. I know I am better than a very large amount of people, but that will not get me a livable paycheck. So obviously, what I need to do is improve, ne? Except that every time I start, I realize it's hopeless and give up. Then I tell myself, 'Noes! you must keep on! It is teh dreeeeam!' And I spend three days on one picture that I am satisfied with for about two hours, and after it's been posted and I'm happy and I've shown it to my parents and been showered with praise, I fall back into my slump and said picture is torn up and burnt. Now that I've actually finished the rough draft for a manga I feel pretty good, and can only pray my mood lasts until I'm done with the final copy for my dear, deardeardear Daddy. [hugs sick father]#2: [Also very familiar] I've decided my sister hates me. She's tried to kill me twice, I kid you not, and has threatened it before, and bless my poor little mame-soul I decided that she was just being a kid and still love the dickens out of her. And not at all in a Setsuna-Sara way. More like Ed/Al without the Elricest. ::cough:: And yet, she hates me. Point: After not seeing me for five days while she was in that play [go drama kids go!], she comes home and doesn't say hello, is annoyed that Iw ant to talk to ehr, all but runs out of my room after I get all happy to tell ehr what she's been MISSING FOR FIVE DAYS and I'm left once again alone, feeling like a very angst-buckety Bean indeed, except not as angst-buckety as Cloud. ...maybe Kamui-level. .___.#3: Yes, I am a fangirl. I do not, however, consider myself a 'scary fangirl,' like my friend calls us all. [Herself included.] And I wuv Meoi, I really do, but... I am not that level anymore. .____. Arguing my points do not include "but he is WAAAY more bish because he's liek teh hott and has fangs!!1one". ...Just setting the record straight, mister red-tipped- Hot Topic-posterboy-wannabe. And I am not punk, mister, I am an art student. A-R-T. And the rips in my pants are naturally there because I'm too lazy to patch them up... but I digress.#4: My memory sucks. To the point where I can't remember what I'm talking about AS I SAY IT. [Beanmaster is also very, very, VERY familiar with this one...] So i come off as being a ditz or soemthing, I just know it, and I really just can't remember... .___./rantage for tonight so I can sleep.BEAN

Bruna. Oh my g...

Bruna. Oh my god... I got in the car yesterday after school, which was odd because I usually can't go home until later because my sister stays after, and my parents told me that Bruna, my cat, had an infection, a really bad one. They'd only found out yesterday. It was contagious, and incurable. She didn't feel anything, but her skin and hair was falling away from her body... She had to be put to sleep yesterday almost immediately. My parents brought her to the vet just in time, because she was getting to a stage where it would start to be pinful, so now okay, wherever she is. I'm still crying. I don't know how I got to sleep last night, but I woke up at three in the mroning and my little sister let me sleep with her because I couldn't stand my own bed. I didn't sleep. I'll write again when I'm a bt calmer.

It...

It was my mommy's birthday :D I got Pocky and two keychains- Hiei and KURAAAMAAAA from Yuu Yuu Hakusho... but I could only get them if I spoke to the saleswoman in japanese... she says my accent was very good. :D And my mom goes, "She's always listening to Japanese rock..." and the woman says "Ohh, like L'Arc-en-Ciel?" XD! And I mentioned GO!GO!7188 and the woman says "I think I've heard of them... two girls, yes?" And a drummer named Turkey...Oho, Bacon, Fish. XD

Watched Adv...

Watched Advent Children for the third time in three days... I'd watch it more if I had a copy, but I have to wait a bit longer so... ^__^;; I shall not complain! I am happy to get it at all! D:Can't sleep. At all. To the point where I'm like "Whoa, I can't sleep." But that's okay, I'll pretend I have to study Japanese [which I really do, because I can't rememeber any of the expressions I have to make up that test on... and I'll fail t3h chapter exam if I don't know them. :/]. ...I'm gonna go find mroe AC screenshots then...BEAN+EDITGave up on coffee. On my second can of Red Bull now. They lied; I have no wings. .___. Printing out some kanji sheets. Because I'm a loser.+Edit x2Mixing Red Bull with Coca-Cooola makes it taste almost bearable... and fizzier without burning. :D And Kanashimi wo Yasashisa ni is the MOST ANNOYING AND YET CATCHIEST SONG EVER. ._____.